‘m ok

w000000p

and I realize this all the more as I read over past posts on this *secret*(dundundunnnnnn) tumblr~~~  We’re cut from da same mold.  If i’m using that expression correctly :P

ahhh <3

and then i remembered how when that whole jazz FIASCO fucking fiasco went down and he brought brady back to jazz’s drunk and i was in his bed naked trying to sleep while jazz walked to get brady’s drunk ass from a party and bring him back.  Instead while jazz was gone adrial woodward escorted brady up into jazz’s room and i was in there and had an awkward conversation with him while i was laying down covered in a blanket trying to act like it wasn’t obvious i was naked under there.  In jazz’s bed.  Why the fuck else would i be naked in Jazz’s bed.  He totally ascertained the entire situation just from seeing me like that.

Makes me feel fucking unclean.  Like in high school everyone saw me as a clean kid, a quiet girl who got good grades, dressed kinda off and out there and uhhh was innocent as fuck, i’d imagine.  And then the summer after high school he sees me like that.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :C

i’m still glad i broke up with him… should have done it sooner actually

Lol fuck you nick, you were both a horrible boyfriend and someone that I don’t give a fuck if i see ever again for the rest of my life. sooooyeeeeahhhhhh.

She doesn’t understand that he’s a cat so social rules don’t apply to him…

I’M GOING TO GET FAT AND THEN ANDRICO WILL BREAK UP WITH ME

seriously i’ve been obsessing about eating and my weight lately because Andrico digs skinny girls and i know i shouldn’t but i think it’s actually making me gain weight because i’m always thinking about what i just ate and feeling guilty and just ughh.

fuckidk how that all works but i’ll be happy to get off of this horrible meal plan.  it’s unnatural to eat big meals.  I want to just be able to eat whenever i’m hungry and let that be that.  I miss home :C

he super cute :)